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    Saturday, July 5th, 2008
    5:06 pm
    New Record!!
    I went 129 weeks without posting!!! Now I'm going to DOUBLE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!


    Tedd

    7/5/08
    Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
    11:39 am
    I'll be damned
    Your results:
    You are Spider-Man
    Spider-Man
    75%
    Superman
    70%
    Batman
    65%
    Hulk
    55%
    Green Lantern
    55%
    Robin
    47%
    The Flash
    45%
    Iron Man
    45%
    Supergirl
    43%
    Wonder Woman
    43%
    Catwoman
    15%
    You are intelligent, witty,
    a bit geeky and have great
    power and responsibility.
    Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz
    Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
    9:28 am
    Providence
    What a ridiculous Fall...but the payoff is this- I'm going to get my PsyD be a doctor of Clinical Psychology. =)


    That's a straight ticket to living my own life- another step where I move a little farther away from my family...and, well, I barely knew anything about the field of Psychology when I got done with my undergraduate degree. So hey, I'm going to go ahead and be proud of myself here...
    Friday, October 21st, 2005
    1:14 pm
    I made it... =)
    Happy birthday to me...and I would like to mark yesterday as the first day in my life I recieved an affirmation from a client I was working with that she found her sessions with me very rewarding. She was getting all this 'tough love' bullshit from the other counselors she'd seen...it's a long story.


    Oh on a side note? I've read a lot of the 'unofficial histories' of Bethlehem Steel from various sources...?


    ...and...it's all fairly distorted. While I wouldn't take everything my father says as gospel just because he's my father I think anyone would find him a far more enlightened source than anything you could read. Please seek him out before jumping to conclusions. What with the whole crazy casino-business going on, everyone is espousing their pet theories on what Beth Steel/ Forge was and what happened to it...he's the only person I've heard with a truly moderate perspective on the union AND the administration...both of which did a fine job of letting the other down in far too many ways for a business to sustain itself.
    Thursday, October 20th, 2005
    10:24 am
    Monkey Intelligence
    I know everyone will be pissed at me for posting such a gratuitously long post...but seriously, READ THIS.


    Physicists are converging on a "theory of everything," probing the 11th dimension, developing computers for the next generation of robots, and speculating about civilizations millions of years ahead of ours, says Dr. Michio Kaku, author of the best-sellers Hyperspace and Visions and co-founder of String Field Theory, in this interview by KurzweilAI.net Editor Amara D. Angelica.



    Published on KurzweilAI.net June 26, 2003.

    What are the burning issues for you currently?

    Well, several things. Professionally, I work on something called Superstring theory, or now called M-theory, and the goal is to find an equation, perhaps no more than one inch long, which will allow us to "read the mind of God," as Einstein used to say.

    In other words, we want a single theory that gives us an elegant, beautiful representation of the forces that govern the Universe. Now, after two thousand years of investigation into the nature of matter, we physicists believe that there are four fundamental forces that govern the Universe.

    Some physicists have speculated about the existence of a fifth force, which may be some kind of paranormal or psychic force, but so far we find no reproducible evidence of a fifth force.

    Now, each time a force has been mastered, human history has undergone a significant change. In the 1600s, when Isaac Newton first unraveled the secret of gravity, he also created a mechanics. And from Newton's Laws and his mechanics, the foundation was laid for the steam engine, and eventually the Industrial Revolution.

    So, in other words, in some sense, a byproduct of the mastery of the first force, gravity, helped to spur the creation of the Industrial Revolution, which in turn is perhaps one of the greatest revolutions in human history.

    The second great force is the electromagnetic force; that is, the force of light, electricity, magnetism, the Internet, computers, transistors, lasers, microwaves, x-rays, etc.

    And then in the 1860s, it was James Clerk Maxwell, the Scottish physicist at Cambridge University, who finally wrote down Maxwell's equations, which allow us to summarize the dynamics of light.

    That helped to unleash the Electric Age, and the Information Age, which have changed all of human history. Now it's hard to believe, but Newton's equations and Einstein's equations are no more than about half an inch long.

    Maxwell's equations are also about half an inch long. For example, Maxwell's equations say that the "four-dimensional divergence of an antisymmetric, second-rank tensor equals zero." That's Maxwell's equations, the equations for light. And in fact, at Berkeley, you can buy a T-shirt which says, "In the beginning, God said the four-dimensional divergence of an antisymmetric, second rank tensor equals zero, and there was Light, and it was good."

    So, the mastery of the first two forces helped to unleash, respectively, the Industrial Revolution and the Information Revolution.

    The last two forces are the weak nuclear force and the strong nuclear force, and they in turn have helped us to unlock the secret of the stars, via Einstein's equations E=mc2, and many people think that far in the future, the human race may ultimately derive its energy not only from solar power, which is the power of fusion, but also fusion power on the Earth, in terms of fusion reactors, which operate on seawater, and create no copious quantities of radioactive waste.

    So, in summary, the mastery of each force helped to unleash a new revolution in human history.

    Today, we physicists are embarking upon the greatest quest of all, which is to unify all four of these forces into a single comprehensive theory. The first force, gravity, is now represented by Einstein's General Theory of Relativity, which gives us the Big Bang, black holes, and expanding universe. It's a theory of the very large; it's a theory of smooth, space-time manifolds like bedsheets and trampoline nets.

    The second theory, the quantum theory, is the exact opposite. The quantum theory allows us to unify the electromagnetic, weak and strong force. However, it is based on discrete, tiny packets of energy called quanta, rather than smooth bedsheets, and it is based on probabilities, rather than the certainty of Einstein's equations. So these two theories summarize the sum total of all physical knowledge of the physical universe.

    Any equation describing the physical universe ultimately is derived from one of these two theories. The problem is these two theories are diametrically opposed. They are based on different assumptions, different principles, and different mathematics. Our job as physicists is to unify the two into a single, comprehensive theory. Now, over the last decades, the giants of the twentieth century have tried to do this and have failed.

    For example, Niels Bohr, the founder of atomic physics and the quantum theory, was very skeptical about many attempts over the decades to create a Unified Field Theory. One day, Wolfgang Pauli, Nobel laureate, was giving a talk about his version of the Unified Field Theory, and in a very famous story, Bohr stood up in the back of the room and said, "Mr. Pauli, we in the back are convinced that your theory is crazy. What divides us is whether your theory is crazy enough."

    So today, we realize that a true Unified Field Theory must be bizarre, must be fantastic, incredible, mind-boggling, crazy, because all the sane alternatives have been studied and discarded.

    Today we have string theory, which is based on the idea that the subatomic particles we see in nature are nothing but notes we see on a tiny, vibrating string. If you kick the string, then an electron will turn into a neutrino. If you kick it again, the vibrating string will turn from a neutrino into a photon or a graviton. And if you kick it enough times, the vibrating string will then mutate into all the subatomic particles.

    Therefore we no longer in some sense have to deal with thousands of subatomic particles coming from our atom smashers, we just have to realize that what makes them, what drives them, is a vibrating string. Now when these strings collide, they form atoms and nuclei, and so in some sense, the melodies that you can write on the string correspond to the laws of chemistry. Physics is then reduced to the laws of harmony that we can write on a string. The Universe is a symphony of strings. And what is the mind of God that Einstein used to write about? According to this picture, the mind of God is music resonating through ten- or eleven-dimensional hyperspace, which of course begs the question, "If the universe is a symphony, then is there a composer to the symphony?" But that's another question.

    Parallel worlds
    What do you think of Sir Martin Rees' concerns about the risk of creating black holes on Earth in his book, Our Final Hour?

    I haven't read his book, but perhaps Sir Martin Rees is referring to many press reports that claim that the Earth may be swallowed up by a black hole created by our machines. This started with a letter to the editor in Scientific American asking whether the RHIC accelerator in Brookhaven, Long Island, will create a black hole which will swallow up the earth. This was then picked up by the Sunday London Times who then splashed it on the international wire services, and all of a sudden, we physicists were deluged with hundreds of emails and telegrams asking whether or not we are going to destroy the world when we create a black hole in Long Island.

    However, you can calculate that in outer space, cosmic rays have more energy than the particles produced in our most powerful atom smashers, and black holes do not form in outer space. Not to mention the fact that to create a black hole, you would have to have the mass of a giant star. In fact, an object ten to fifty times the mass of our star may in fact form a black hole. So the probability of a black hole forming in Long Island is zero.

    However, Sir Martin Rees also has written a book, talking about the Multiverse. And that is also the subject of my next book, coming out late next year, called Parallel Worlds. We physicists no longer believe in a Universe. We physicists believe in a Multiverse that resembles the boiling of water. Water boils when tiny particles, or bubbles, form, which then begin to rapidly expand. If our Universe is a bubble in boiling water, then perhaps Big Bangs happen all the time.

    Now, the Multiverse idea is consistent with Superstring theory, in the sense that Superstring theory has millions of solutions, each of which seems to correspond to a self-consistent Universe. So in some sense, Superstring theory is drowning in its own riches. Instead of predicting a unique Universe, it seems to allow the possibility of a Multiverse of Universes.

    This may also help to answer the question raised by the Anthropic Principle. Our Universe seems to have known that we were coming. The conditions for life are extremely stringent. Life and consciousness can only exist in a very narrow band of physical parameters. For example, if the proton is not stable, then the Universe will collapse into a useless heap of electrons and neutrinos. If the proton were a little bit different in mass, it would decay, and all our DNA molecules would decay along with it.

    In fact, there are hundreds, perhaps thousands, of coincidences, happy coincidences, that make life possible. Life, and especially consciousness, is quite fragile. It depends on stable matter, like protons, that exists for billions of years in a stable environment, sufficient to create autocatalytic molecules that can reproduce themselves, and thereby create Life. In physics, it is extremely hard to create this kind of Universe. You have to play with the parameters, you have to juggle the numbers, cook the books, in order to create a Universe which is consistent with Life.

    However, the Multiverse idea explains this problem, because it simply means we coexist with dead Universes. In other Universes, the proton is not stable. In other Universes, the Big Bang took place, and then it collapsed rapidly into a Big Crunch, or these Universes had a Big Bang, and immediately went into a Big Freeze, where temperatures were so low, that Life could never get started.

    So, in the Multiverse of Universes, many of these Universes are in fact dead, and our Universe in this sense is special, in that Life is possible in this Universe. Now, in religion, we have the Judeo-Christian idea of an instant of time, a genesis, when God said, "Let there be light." But in Buddhism, we have a contradictory philosophy, which says that the Universe is timeless. It had no beginning, and it had no end, it just is. It's eternal, and it has no beginning or end.

    The Multiverse idea allows us to combine these two pictures into a coherent, pleasing picture. It says that in the beginning, there was nothing, nothing but hyperspace, perhaps ten- or eleven-dimensional hyperspace. But hyperspace was unstable, because of the quantum principle. And because of the quantum principle, there were fluctuations, fluctuations in nothing. This means that bubbles began to form in nothing, and these bubbles began to expand rapidly, giving us the Universe. So, in other words, the Judeo-Christian genesis takes place within the Buddhist nirvana, all the time, and our Multiverse percolates universes.

    Now this also raises the possibility of Universes that look just like ours, except there's one quantum difference. Let's say for example, that a cosmic ray went through Churchill's mother, and Churchill was never born, as a consequence. In that Universe, which is only one quantum event away from our Universe, England never had a dynamic leader to lead its forces against Hitler, and Hitler was able to overcome England, and in fact conquer the world.

    So, we are one quantum event away from Universes that look quite different from ours, and it's still not clear how we physicists resolve this question. This paradox revolves around the Schrödinger's Cat problem, which is still largely unsolved. In any quantum theory, we have the possibility that atoms can exist in two places at the same time, in two states at the same time. And then Erwin Schrödinger, the founder of quantum mechanics, asked the question: let's say we put a cat in a box, and the cat is connected to a jar of poison gas, which is connected to a hammer, which is connected to a Geiger counter, which is connected to uranium. Everyone believes that uranium has to be described by the quantum theory. That's why we have atomic bombs, in fact. No one disputes this.

    But if the uranium decays, triggering the Geiger counter, setting off the hammer, destroying the jar of poison gas, then I might kill the cat. And so, is the cat dead or alive? Believe it or not, we physicists have to superimpose, or add together, the wave function of a dead cat with the wave function of a live cat. So the cat is neither dead nor alive.

    This is perhaps one of the deepest questions in all the quantum theory, with Nobel laureates arguing with other Nobel laureates about the meaning of reality itself.

    Now, in philosophy, solipsists like Bishop Berkeley used to believe that if a tree fell in the forest and there was no one there to listen to the tree fall, then perhaps the tree did not fall at all. However, Newtonians believe that if a tree falls in the forest, that you don't have to have a human there to witness the event.

    The quantum theory puts a whole new spin on this. The quantum theory says that before you look at the tree, the tree could be in any possible state. It could be burnt, a sapling, it could be firewood, it could be burnt to the ground. It could be in any of an infinite number of possible states. Now, when you look at it, it suddenly springs into existence and becomes a tree.

    Einstein never liked this. When people used to come to his house, he used to ask them, "Look at the moon. Does the moon exist because a mouse looks at the moon?" Well, in some sense, yes. According to the Copenhagen school of Neils Bohr, observation determines existence.

    Now, there are at least two ways to resolve this. The first is the Wigner school. Eugene Wigner was one of the creators of the atomic bomb and a Nobel laureate. And he believed that observation creates the Universe. An infinite sequence of observations is necessary to create the Universe, and in fact, maybe there's a cosmic observer, a God of some sort, that makes the Universe spring into existence.

    There's another theory, however, called decoherence, or many worlds, which believes that the Universe simply splits each time, so that we live in a world where the cat is alive, but there's an equal world where the cat is dead. In that world, they have people, they react normally, they think that their world is the only world, but in that world, the cat is dead. And, in fact, we exist simultaneously with that world.

    This means that there's probably a Universe where you were never born, but everything else is the same. Or perhaps your mother had extra brothers and sisters for you, in which case your family is much larger. Now, this can be compared to sitting in a room, listening to radio. When you listen to radio, you hear many frequencies. They exist simultaneously all around you in the room. However, your radio is only tuned to one frequency. In the same way, in your living room, there is the wave function of dinosaurs. There is the wave function of aliens from outer space. There is the wave function of the Roman Empire, because it never fell, 1500 years ago.

    All of this coexists inside your living room. However, just like you can only tune into one radio channel, you can only tune into one reality channel, and that is the channel that you exist in. So, in some sense it is true that we coexist with all possible universes. The catch is, we cannot communicate with them, we cannot enter these universes.

    However, I personally believe that at some point in the future, that may be our only salvation. The latest cosmological data indicates that the Universe is accelerating, not slowing down, which means the Universe will eventually hit a Big Freeze, trillions of years from now, when temperatures are so low that it will be impossible to have any intelligent being survive.

    When the Universe dies, there's one and only one way to survive in a freezing Universe, and that is to leave the Universe. In evolution, there is a law of biology that says if the environment becomes hostile, either you adapt, you leave, or you die.

    When the Universe freezes and temperatures reach near absolute zero, you cannot adapt. The laws of thermodynamics are quite rigid on this question. Either you will die, or you will leave. This means, of course, that we have to create machines that will allow us to enter eleven-dimensional hyperspace. This is still quite speculative, but String theory, in some sense, may be our only salvation. For advanced civilizations in outer space, either we leave or we die.

    That brings up a question. Matrix Reloaded seems to be based on parallel universes. What do you think of the film in terms of its metaphors?

    Well, the technology found in the Matrix would correspond to that of an advanced Type I or Type II civilization. We physicists, when we scan outer space, do not look for little green men in flying saucers. We look for the total energy outputs of a civilization in outer space, with a characteristic frequency. Even if intelligent beings tried to hide their existence, by the second law of thermodynamics, they create entropy, which should be visible with our detectors.

    So we classify civilizations on the basis of energy outputs. A Type I civilization is planetary. They control all planetary forms of energy. They would control, for example, the weather, volcanoes, earthquakes; they would mine the oceans, any planetary form of energy they would control. Type II would be stellar. They play with solar flares. They can move stars, ignite stars, play with white dwarfs. Type III is galactic, in the sense that they have now conquered whole star systems, and are able to use black holes and star clusters for their energy supplies.

    Each civilization is separated by the previous civilization by a factor of ten billion. Therefore, you can calculate numerically at what point civilizations may begin to harness certain kinds of technologies. In order to access wormholes and parallel universes, you have to be probably a Type III civilization, because by definition, a Type III civilization has enough energy to play with the Planck energy.

    The Planck energy, or 1019 billion electron volts, is the energy at which space-time becomes unstable. If you were to heat up, in your microwave oven, a piece of space-time to that energy, then bubbles would form inside your microwave oven, and each bubble in turn would correspond to a baby Universe.

    Now, in the Matrix, several metaphors are raised. One metaphor is whether computing machines can create artificial realities. That would require a civilization centuries or millennia ahead of ours, which would place it squarely as a Type I or Type II civilization.

    However, we also have to ask a practical question: is it possible to create implants that could access our memory banks to create this artificial reality, and are machines dangerous? My answer is the following. First of all, cyborgs with neural implants: the technology does not exist, and probably won't exist for at least a century, for us to access the central nervous system. At present, we can only do primitive experiments on the brain.

    For example, at Emory University in Atlanta, Georgia, it's possible to put a glass implant into the brain of a stroke victim, and the paralyzed stroke victim is able to, by looking at the cursor of a laptop, eventually control the motion of the cursor. It's very slow and tedious; it's like learning to ride a bicycle for the first time. But the brain grows into the glass bead, which is placed into the brain. The glass bead is connected to a laptop computer, and over many hours, the person is able to, by pure thought, manipulate the cursor on the screen.

    So, the central nervous system is basically a black box. Except for some primitive hookups to the visual system of the brain, we scientists have not been able to access most bodily functions, because we simply don't know the code for the spinal cord and for the brain. So, neural implant technology, I believe is one hundred, maybe centuries away from ours.

    Will robots take over?
    On the other hand, we have to ask yet another metaphor raised by the Matrix, and that is, are machines dangerous? And the answer is, potentially, yes. However, at present, our robots have the intelligence of a cockroach, in the sense that pattern recognition and common sense are the two most difficult, unsolved problems in artificial intelligence theory. Pattern recognition means the ability to see, hear, and to understand what you are seeing and understand what you are hearing. Common sense means your ability to make sense out of the world, which even children can perform.

    Those two problems are at the present time largely unsolved. Now, I think, however, that within a few decades, we should be able to create robots as smart as mice, maybe dogs and cats. However, when machines start to become as dangerous as monkeys, I think we should put a chip in their brain, to shut them off when they start to have murderous thoughts.

    By the time you have monkey intelligence, you begin to have self-awareness, and with self-awareness, you begin to have an agenda created by a monkey for its own purposes. And at that point, a mechanical monkey may decide that its agenda is different from our agenda, and at that point they may become dangerous to humans. I think we have several decades before that happens, and Moore's Law will probably collapse in 20 years anyway, so I think there's plenty of time before we come to the point where we have to deal with murderous robots, like in the movie 2001.

    So you differ with Ray Kurzweil's concept of using nanobots to reverse-engineer and upload the brain, possibly within the coming decades?

    Not necessarily. I'm just laying out a linear course, the trajectory where artificial intelligence theory is going today. And that is, trying to build machines which can navigate and roam in our world, and two, robots which can make sense out of the world. However, there's another divergent path one might take, and that's to harness the power of nanotechnology. However, nanotechnology is still very primitive. At the present time, we can barely build arrays of atoms. We cannot yet build the first atomic gear, for example. No one has created an atomic wheel with ball bearings. So simple machines, which even children can play with in their toy sets, don't yet exist at the atomic level. However, on a scale of decades, we may be able to create atomic devices that begin to mimic our own devices.

    Molecular transistors can already be made. Nanotubes allow us to create strands of material that are super-strong. However, nanotechnology is still in its infancy and therefore, it's still premature to say where nanotechnology will go. However, one place where technology may go is inside our body. Already, it's possible to create a pill the size of an aspirin pill that has a television camera that can photograph our insides as it goes down our gullet, which means that one day surgery may become relatively obsolete.

    In the future, it's conceivable we may have atomic machines that enter the blood. And these atomic machines will be the size of blood cells and perhaps they would be able to perform useful functions like regulating and sensing our health, and perhaps zapping cancer cells and viruses in the process. However, this is still science fiction, because at the present time, we can't even build simple atomic machines yet.

    Are we living in a simulation?
    Is there any possibility, similar to the premise of The Matrix, that we are living in a simulation?

    Well, philosophically speaking, it's always possible that the universe is a dream, and it's always possible that our conversation with our friends is a by-product of the pickle that we had last night that upset our stomach. However, science is based upon reproducible evidence. When we go to sleep and we wake up the next day, we usually wind up in the same universe. It is reproducible. No matter how we try to avoid certain unpleasant situations, they come back to us. That is reproducible. So reality, as we commonly believe it to exist, is a reproducible experiment, it's a reproducible sensation. Therefore in principle, you could never rule out the fact that the world could be a dream, but the fact of the matter is, the universe as it exists is a reproducible universe.

    Now, in the Matrix, a computer simulation was run so that virtual reality became reproducible. Every time you woke up, you woke up in that same virtual reality. That technology, of course, does not violate the laws of physics. There's nothing in relativity or the quantum theory that says that the Matrix is not possible. However, the amount of computer power necessary to drive the universe and the technology necessary for a neural implant is centuries to millennia beyond anything that we can conceive of, and therefore this is something for an advanced Type I or II civilization.

    Why is a Type I required to run this kind of simulation? Is number crunching the problem?

    Yes, it's simply a matter of number crunching. At the present time, we scientists simply do not know how to interface with the brain. You see, one of the problems is, the brain, strictly speaking, is not a digital computer at all. The brain is not a Turing machine. A Turing machine is a black box with an input tape and an output tape and a central processing unit. That is the essential element of a Turing machine: information processing is localized in one point. However, our brain is actually a learning machine; it's a neural network.

    Many people find this hard to believe, but there's no software, there is no operating system, there is no Windows programming for the brain. The brain is a vast collection, perhaps a hundred billion neurons, each neuron with 10,000 connections, which slowly and painfully interacts with the environment. Some neural pathways are genetically programmed to give us instinct. However, for the most part, our cerebral cortex has to be reprogrammed every time we bump into reality.

    As a consequence, we cannot simply put a chip in our brain that augments our memory and enhances our intelligence. Memory and thinking, we now realize, is distributed throughout the entire brain. For example, it's possible to have people with only half a brain. There was a documented case recently where a young girl had half her brain removed and she's still fully functional.

    So, the brain can operate with half of its mass removed. However, you remove one transistor in your Pentium computer and the whole computer dies. So, there's a fundamental difference between digital computers--which are easily programmed, which are modular, and you can insert different kinds of subroutines in them--and neural networks, where learning is distributed throughout the entire device, making it extremely difficult to reprogram. That is the reason why, even if we could create an advanced PlayStation that would run simulations on a PC screen, that software cannot simply be injected into the human brain, because the brain has no operating system.

    Ray Kurzweil's next book, The Singularity is Near, predicts that possibly within the coming decades, there will be super-intelligence emerging on the planet that will surpass that of humans. What do you think of that idea?

    Yes, that sounds interesting. But Moore's Law will have collapsed by then, so we'll have a little breather. In 20 years time, the quantum theory takes over, so Moore's Law collapses and we'll probably stagnate for a few decades after that. Moore's Law, which states that computer power doubles every 18 months, will not last forever. The quantum theory giveth, the quantum theory taketh away. The quantum theory makes possible transistors, which can be etched by ultraviolet rays onto smaller and smaller chips of silicon. This process will end in about 15 to 20 years. The senior engineers at Intel now admit for the first time that, yes, they are facing the end.

    The thinnest layer on a Pentium chip consists of about 20 atoms. When we start to hit five atoms in the thinnest layer of a Pentium chip, the quantum theory takes over, electrons can now tunnel outside the layer, and the Pentium chip short-circuits. Therefore, within a 15 to 20 year time frame, Moore's Law could collapse, and Silicon Valley could become a Rust Belt.

    This means that we physicists are desperately trying to create the architecture for the post-silicon era. This means using quantum computers, quantum dot computers, optical computers, DNA computers, atomic computers, molecular computers, in order to bridge the gap when Moore's Law collapses in 15 to 20 years. The wealth of nations depends upon the technology that will replace the power of silicon.

    This also means that you cannot project artificial intelligence exponentially into the future. Some people think that Moore's Law will extend forever; in which case humans will be reduced to zoo animals and our robot creations will throw peanuts at us and make us dance behind bars. Now, that may eventually happen. It is certainly consistent within the laws of physics.

    However, the laws of the quantum theory say that we're going to face a massive problem 15 to 20 years from now. Now, some remedial methods have been proposed; for example, building cubical chips, chips that are stacked on chips to create a 3-dimensional array. However, the problem there is heat production. Tremendous quantities of heat are produced by cubical chips, such that you can fry an egg on top of a cubical chip. Therefore, I firmly believe that we may be able to squeeze a few more years out of Moore's Law, perhaps designing clever cubical chips that are super-cooled, perhaps using x-rays to etch our chips instead of ultraviolet rays. However, that only delays the inevitable. Sooner or later, the quantum theory kills you. Sooner or later, when we hit five atoms, we don't know where the electron is anymore, and we have to go to the next generation, which relies on the quantum theory and atoms and molecules.

    Therefore, I say that all bets are off in terms of projecting machine intelligence beyond a 20-year time frame. There's nothing in the laws of physics that says that computers cannot exceed human intelligence. All I raise is that we physicists are desperately trying to patch up Moore's Law, and at the present time we have to admit that we have no successor to silicon, which means that Moore's Law will collapse in 15 to 20 years.

    So are you saying that quantum computing and nanocomputing are not likely to be available by then?

    No, no, I'm just saying it's very difficult. At the present time we physicists have been able to compute on seven atoms. That is the world's record for a quantum computer. And that quantum computer was able to calculate 3 x 5 = 15. Now, being able to calculate 3 x 5 = 15 does not equal the convenience of a laptop computer that can crunch potentially millions of calculations per second. The problem with quantum computers is that any contamination, any atomic disturbance, disturbs the alignment of the atoms and the atoms then collapse into randomness. This is extremely difficult, because any cosmic ray, any air molecule, any disturbance can conceivably destroy the coherence of our atomic computer to make them useless.

    Unless you have redundant parallel computing?

    Even if you have parallel computing you still have to have each parallel computer component free of any disturbance. So, no matter how you cut it, the practical problems of building quantum computers, although within the laws of physics, are extremely difficult, because it requires that we remove all in contact with the environment at the atomic level. In practice, we've only been able to do this with a handful of atoms, meaning that quantum computers are still a gleam in the eye of most physicists.

    Now, if a quantum computer can be successfully built, it would, of course, scare the CIA and all the governments of the world, because it would be able to crack any code created by a Turing machine. A quantum computer would be able to perform calculations that are inconceivable by a Turing machine. Calculations that require an infinite amount of time on a Turing machine can be calculated in a few seconds by a quantum computer. For example, if you shine laser beams on a collection of coherent atoms, the laser beam scatters, and in some sense performs a quantum calculation, which exceeds the memory capability of any Turing machine.

    However, as I mentioned, the problem is that these atoms have to be in perfect coherence, and the problems of doing this are staggering in the sense that even a random collision with a subatomic particle could in fact destroy the coherence and make the quantum computer impractical.

    So, I'm not saying that it's impossible to build a quantum computer; I'm just saying that it's awfully difficult.

    SETI: looking in the wrong direction
    When do you think we might expect SETI [Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence] to be successful?

    I personally think that SETI is looking in the wrong direction. If, for example, we're walking down a country road and we see an anthill, do we go down to the ant and say, "I bring you trinkets, I bring you beads, I bring you knowledge, I bring you medicine, I bring you nuclear technology, take me to your leader"? Or, do we simply step on them? Any civilization capable of reaching the planet Earth would be perhaps a Type III civilization. And the difference between you and the ant is comparable to the distance between you and a Type III civilization. Therefore, for the most part, a Type III civilization would operate with a completely different agenda and message than our civilization.

    Let's say that a ten-lane superhighway is being built next to the anthill. The question is: would the ants even know what a ten-lane superhighway is, or what it's used for, or how to communicate with the workers who are just feet away? And the answer is no. One question that we sometimes ask is if there is a Type III civilization in our backyard, in the Milky Way galaxy, would we even know its presence? And if you think about it, you realize that there's a good chance that we, like ants in an anthill, would not understand or be able to make sense of a ten-lane superhighway next door.

    So this means there that could very well be a Type III civilization in our galaxy, it just means that we're not smart enough to find one. Now, a Type III civilization is not going to make contact by sending Captain Kirk on the Enterprise to meet our leader. A Type III civilization would send self-replicating Von Neumann probes to colonize the galaxy with robots. For example, consider a virus. A virus only consists of thousands of atoms. It's a molecule in some sense. But in about one week, it can colonize an entire human being made of trillions of cells. How is that possible?

    Well, a Von Neumann probe would be a self-replicating robot that lands on a moon; a moon, because they are stable, with no erosion, and they're stable for billions of years. The probe would then make carbon copies of itself by the millions. It would create a factory to build copies of itself. And then these probes would then rocket to other nearby star systems, land on moons, to create a million more copies by building a factory on that moon. Eventually, there would be sphere surrounding the mother planet, expanding at near-light velocity, containing trillions of these Von Neumann probes, and that is perhaps the most efficient way to colonize the galaxy. This means that perhaps, on our moon there is a Von Neumann probe, left over from a visitation that took place million of years ago, and the probe is simply waiting for us to make the transition from Type 0 to Type I.

    The Sentinel.

    Yes. This, of course, is the basis of the movie 2001, because at the beginning of the movie, Kubrick interviewed many prominent scientists, and asked them the question, "What is the most likely way that an advanced civilization would probe the universe?" And that is, of course, through self-replicating Von Neumann probes, which create moon bases. That is the basis of the movie 2001, where the probe simply waits for us to become interesting. If we're Type 0, we're not very interesting. We have all the savagery and all the suicidal tendencies of fundamentalism, nationalism, sectarianism, that are sufficient to rip apart our world.

    By the time we've become Type I, we've become interesting, we've become planetary, we begin to resolve our differences. We have centuries in which to exist on a single planet to create a paradise on Earth, a paradise of knowledge and prosperity.

    © 2003 KurzweilAI.net
    Monday, October 10th, 2005
    12:48 pm
    THAT...is HYSTERICAL.
    I was a sigma nu at William and Mary, nothing I'm super super proud of but something I'm not ashamed of either. Read this onion article. Don't ask me how they settled on using William and Mary's 'Epsilon Iota' chapter...if you follow the link (http://www.theonion.com/content/node/41242) you can see the photos...the picture really is doctored to appear in front of the dorm (house) I lived in for two years... <=)

    Bob Marley Rises From Grave To Free Frat Boys From Bonds Of Oppression
    October 5, 2005 | Issue 41•40

    WILLIAMSBURG, VA—In an unprecedented effort to fight injustice, reggae music legend Bob Marley, dead since 1981, rose from his grave in Jamaica early Sunday to free his most devoted followers, American college fraternity members, "from the bonds of oppression."

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    Marley plays Fight Night.
    Marley's recordings, which originally raised awareness of the Rastafarian faith and the plight of underprivileged Jamaicans and Africans, have taken on an even deeper meaning as the Greek fraternal system, a maligned, misunderstood minority group itself, has fervently embraced the driving, soulful music.

    Minutes after his resurrection, the dreadlocked spirit materialized in the backyard of Epsilon Iota, the Sigma Nu chapter of the College of William and Mary in Virginia. Radiating a transcendent aura, Marley addressed the college's recent campus-wide ban on bonfires.

    "I appeared to I fraternity brothers to tell them be strong," said Marley, standing in front of hundreds of hooting fraternity members. "I say don't let dean of students, Henry Riegert, fool ya, or even try to school ya. We'll get that bonfire going in time for da mixer, mon. A fire a man's own business."

    Marley was referring to Dean Henry Riegert, who recently denied Sigma Nu's request to host the annual homecoming mixer after their back-to-school party resulted in three severe injuries and two cases of acute alcohol poisoning.

    "I songs was about the plight of the brothers and sisters in Jamaica, mon," Marley said. "But right now, it is the frata mon who need it more. They are standing by I music during they keg party."

    Marley has been touring the country, acting as the voice for America's fraternities.

    "Frata mon's life is hard," said Marley during a press conference Monday at Iowa State University's Acacia fraternity. "Professor, he flunk you all the time. Policeman, he ticket you for the noise. Board of Regents, they make so many rule, try to keep the fraternity music down."

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    Marley helps a frat boy release his body from the tyranny of alcohol.
    In ongoing meetings with fraternity presidents nationwide, Marley said he has heard accounts of mandatory sensitivity seminars, confiscated fake IDs, citations for public nudity, and unfair public perceptions of fraternity members.

    These harrowing stories have inspired Marley to hold a benefit concert Oct. 15 at the Las Olas Open-Air Ampitheater in Cabo San Lucas. All proceeds from the benefit, which could prove the largest gathering of reggae-loving frat members since the Reggae Sunsplash tour in 1997, will go to a legal-defense fund overseen by the North American Interfraternity Conference.

    Admission to the concert will be free for any member of the fraternity system wearing a baseball hat cocked to the side or back.

    "I is hoping to get as many of I brothers to the concert as I can," Marley said. "I want them to see that many people may not hear the cries of the oppressively rich white children, but Bob Marley hear them."

    Jason "Boner" Bonham, chapter president of the Zeta Beta Tau fraternity at Tufts University, described Marley's second coming as "killer."

    "We're going to Cabo San Lucas!" Bonham said. "The only thing that would be better is if Jim Morrison himself rose from the grave to jam with Bob."

    "Seriously, I'm such a huge fan that I've practically worn out my CD copy of Legend. It's the best fuck music," Bonham added.

    Although Marley will return to his grave after the Cabo San Lucas concert, he said he will rise up occasionally to give impromptu shows in the billiard rooms, arcades, and basements of fraternity houses across the nation.

    "Rasta no abide a sad fraternity mon," Marley said. "I and I will see da brothaman through. These songs of freedom... They all they ever had."
    Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
    11:18 am
    raise and crush my hopes...
    School is strange. No big revelations there, I'm sure.


    Chestnut Hill tells me that I appear to be a strong candidate for their PsyD program. HOWEVER, they are unwilling to waive this coming years internship- I need to finish all of my requirements for my masters program before they will enter me into the PsyD program.


    There IS a joint masters/ PsyD program, but the truth is my undergraduate work missed the mark (by about .03) that will allow me to get transfered in (the school just got accredited and have locked down on that stuff. yee-haw). SO I need to GET my masters for them to weigh my masters gpa in my application but WITH my masters gpa my application makes me a strong candidate. The end result is I'm not going anywhere fast until Fall of 2006 (I'll finish my internship this summer), although I may be accepted into the program as early as this Christmas as they will review my application with the constituency that I complete my masters this summer (say that three times fast). >=p


    I've always hated school and I would never have been too upset if life had taken me in a direction away from it, if I had just entered the work force full time...in fact, if anything, this would have been a far quicker solution to get financially untangled from my oh-so-healthy family. However on some level I admit there is some satisfaction in knowing that while school will inevitabily become replaced with difficult work as well as ongoing educational requirements that I'll need to meet yearly...I will have gone through the last 'hurdle'...the last program...that I'll ever have to (provided I don't suddenly have an identity crisis and want a different career).

    It has weighed on me my whole life- I have moments of clarity when I realize this. I've never really liked it although learning about what I want to learn about has helped considerabily. I have this feeling like I will likely be an entirely human being when it really, truly, is over (three-four years from now).


    We'll see...
    Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
    6:31 pm
    I've (kind of) got a (sort of) job (maybe)!
    No really, I've got a practicum at the Crime Victims Council for the fall- I'll work one hundred hours with the staff, fifty of which will be served in direct contact with their clients (ranging from intake, to teaching/ co-counseling in groups, to working directly with an individual as their therapist).


    ...but I won't make any money.


    Of course, this coming spring and summer (if I get rejected by the doctoral program) I can do an internship and make a little bit of money.


    The practicum is kind of like a pre-internship.


    And the internship is kind of like a pre...job.


    So that's like


    one third


    of a job! I just got!



    ...yeah.



    ...I've got nothing.
    Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
    1:04 pm
    An excerpt from 'WHY You Must Not Hop on Pop'
    The shelves of libraries and professor's classrooms have been flooded with a seemingly unstemmable tide of authors devoted to espousing works laced with the relativistic values that have punctuated the post-modern era in the last thirty years. However, many pieces of classic literature have been passed down in our classrooms for generations: today, these authors styles and forms are picked apart and examined in order to bolster our aspirations of achieving great literary form. Indeed the context of the life that shaped these authors is heavily scrutinized by today's intellectuals, as if each individual artist could serve as a relativistic psychological case study- the lives of writers such as Bronte, Joyce, and even Hemingway (who, himself, realized he was an asshole and not a philosopher before he died- see 'A Moveable Feast' by Hemingway) have been used to shed great insight on both the themes contained within their work as well as their respective literary styles.


    These texts have remained active in our cultural identity for more than simply their educational value, however: it is in fact the lack OF relativism in their perspective, the union between these artists' lives, their work, and their perceptions that still draw readers to them even now, years after their deaths. As the new century dawns and intellectuals gain greater perspective on the course of societies across the planet, many of these authors insights into the course of human nature will be more heavily examined and validated- albeit post-humously.

    Of the collected texts that comprise the so-called 'great american writers' of the twentieth century, one has not only been preserved for its dynamic style and the influence of the authors insight into human nature on our budding psychological theories- but in fact because its words foreshadowed the intellectual 'rationalization' of those spiritual aspects of humanities nature years before the post-modern era ever congealed onto the center stage of the artistic world...
    Sunday, July 31st, 2005
    1:16 pm
    Philosophy
    There's an episode of Futurama which contains the greatest theoretical conversation with God anyone has ever concieved of. It answers all of the philosophical questions on the nature of God. It goes like this:


    Bender: "Are you...God...??


    God: "YES."


    Bender: "WOW...so...you know everything I'm going to do...before I do it?"


    God: "YES, BENDER, I DO."


    Bender: "...what if I do something different?"


    God: "...THAN I DON'T KNOW THAT."
    Sunday, July 10th, 2005
    7:14 pm
    This post is not for the faint of heart
    I just don't know where to express this right now.

    Everything was horrendous with my parents on friday, but again, magically, today everything is fine.


    When I heard my Dad talking on the phone all chipper and just the other day divorce had been lingering over everyone head

    I was so

    fucking angry


    and consequently, I felt

    so

    fucking juvenile

    because I was 25 and still reacting to all that crap like I was 16


    And...I think maybe I'm a little jealous that I have friends who don't deal with that shit and that is really juvenile...although hey, I'm the one who should handle it better- take care of my life better...


    mmm...could definitely break something in half right now. >=(

    Current Mood: drained
    Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
    6:33 pm
    SLASKIFEST, 2005!
    Slaskifest kicked ASS this year.


    Originally, I went there this afternoon with no intention to start drinking. But when the golden ray of light hit the TRUCK with a TAP on the side of it with Killian's Red...all I could think was: "My God...I would kill...anyone here for one drop of sweet, sweet beer.'



    You know that feeling you get when it's like six in the afternoon and you're already drunk? I hate that but I don't regret it at all. Two different girls started conversations with me. That was nice. And I saw two friends I hadn't seen in two years. The stable one (Brian) was now a Marine and the crazy one (Ian) was married. Somehow the juxtaposition didn't surprise me.


    Man, I'm drilled. What do I do with the rest of my night now? Damn.
    1:23 am
    Attention: Dave
    Dave, if you're reading this??


    It WORKS.


    You know. The thing with the computer and the phone line? Thats right. They fixed it. I may have commited some aspect of identity fraud by kind of going forward with your personal information (although I, at no point, claimed to be you- I made it clear I was your roomate) and getting the crap reset (although not our billing). Thats all they needed to do the whole damn time. Is reset it. My god.


    Those stupid stupid bastards. It took them so long. My god.


    This is like...the example I expect to find in the encyclopedia under 'phyrric vicotry' (spelled right?...no): Tedd and Dave's experience with Verizon online technical support.
    Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
    11:31 pm
    It would be SO cool...
    ...if I had something funny to say about me being sick these last two days.

    But...I was sick. And I called off from work. I feel better now.



    I really didn't know how to turn that into some amusing anecdote that I could correlate to some other intriguing aspect of life that everyone would have read and been like 'that is SSOO true and FUNNY, wow Tedd, you have the best live journal'.


    I mean I've got nothing to say. I was sick. It sucked. It's over. There's no reason to revisit it on here, is there? I didn't learn anything.

    Current Mood: I've got nothing
    Current Music: silence
    Sunday, June 19th, 2005
    6:07 pm
    The NASD can kiss my underpaid ass
    I am fucking tired of this. Win or lose I am going to be really happy tomorrow. After pouring over literally thousands of clients record, I found myself venting my frustration by berating some of the choices clients' made with their investments.


    For instace, I noticed one client had put a lot of money into Texas Instruments and I immediately wished they were here in the office with me, at which point I likely would have commented:

    "Oh right, that was a great fucking buy. Because you know- I've still got my fucking copy of Oregan Trail(TM) waiting for me at home and I play it every night on TI software. Oh wait, let me go get my TI-86 graphing calculator that I was told my whole life I would need to be profecient with and only used in two fucking classes in high school- oh no wait, did Texas Instruments produce some new, top of the line graphing calculator that provides me with some complicated feature I can learn to utilize but I would only find valuable if I was an engineer working in some federal depeartment which likely owns software and technology that makes walking around with a graphing calculator not only obsolete, but completely foolish? Did they go with the disgusting brownish-blue color or straight black? Yeah, that was a great fucking buy. You're going to make a lot of money'.



    ...so yeah, that kind of frustration is really vacouous and meaningless...am I spelling 'vacouous' right? I don't think so.


    As I drone over the files, my mind also unconciously (and neurotically) churns out Haikus. The one that made me laugh out loud in retrospect was:


    Fuck this auditor
    You damn well will check my work
    I haven't shaved



    Of course I somehow can't remember my favorite haiku of all time, written by Jon and I in the back of a college-level english course. It was the first few lines of the Transformers theme song and it went something like:

    More than meets the eye
    robots in disguise, ...(some-thing...)
    autobots roll out
    Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
    8:45 am
    From me to you, Teddley
    "Mom?" Billy ventured.

    A woman in a starch white labcoat puttered around the kitchen. Flipping switches. Mixing this with that. Measuring things.

    "Mom?" Billy inched his way forward across the checked tiles.

    A beaker nearly overflowed with foam. She nodded and jotted the data on a clipboard.

    "Umm...Mom?" Billy's wasn't sure his voice was heard over the clicking of her heels and the bubbling of various liquids.

    "Stay back, son," she said, pulling safety goggles over her eyes. She held a hand in front of Billy's face as a test tube exploded, sending glass into the back of her right hand. In her left hand, she held a stop watch and said, "Yes. Right on time. Perfect." With shards of glass protruding from her knuckles, she gently mussed Billy's hair. What was left of it anyway.

    "Mom?" he said again.

    "Yes, son?" she said, removing her goggles.

    "The kids at school--"

    "It's not a school, Billy," she corrected in her mildly Southern accent. "It's a compound."

    "The kids...they called me..."

    Sweat beaded on her brow. She wiped it away with the back of her hand, leaving a path of gravel and crimson. "Give me a second, son," she reached for a bottle marked with an H. She shook a few multi-colored tablets into her hand. Gravity pulled red-laced glass to the floor. She downed the pills like Gary Oldman in The Professional.

    They waited.

    Slowly, her expression changed. Her face was now gray and clammy. She made motion for Billy to continue.

    "They called me a test tube baby, Mom."

    "Billy..." the scientist began. "What does the Good Book say about humility?"

    "I know I should turn the other cheek, but--" he stammered.

    "Jesus would have, son. You don't think you're better than Jesus, do you?"

    A silence which could've held water passed.

    "No," he said finally.

    "Jesus died for your sins, ya know."

    Billy nodded.

    "Not our sins, son. Yours. Don't forget that. You owe Him a lot." Her face was stern. It changed in an instant. "Have you done your homework?"

    "I don't want to," Billy mumbled.

    "If you do your homework, you don't have to sleep in the sphere, Billy."

    The boy's eyes became glossy. He sniffled a bit.

    "R-really?"

    "You know what you have to do, son."

    "Yeah! Okay! Bye Mom! I love you!" Billy happily ran off to test his mother's theory about breathing underwater.
    Friday, October 8th, 2004
    5:45 pm
    Sex for pleasure, babies for food. ...Billy.
    Billy?

    Doncha want some of #598-522? He's made of delicious baby. He was never a survivor, son.

    But you are. We know you are. That's why we put money down on you at the gambling tables.

    Two boys enter the ring, Billy. One little boy leaves. You want to be that little boy, don't you, Billy? That's why you gotta eat up. You gotta eat that baby, just like you're going to eat the other little boy. Because he won't show you mercy, Billy. He won't. There's no mercy here. Only the Lord's justice. You understand, don't you?

    That's right. We know you want to live. And you can. You can if you fight. And win. And then God will love you.

    So eat up.

    Son.

    Did you see that movie called 'Gladiator,' Billy?

    You gotta bite his head off.

    Bite it off like Russell Crowe would a kangaroo.

    C'mon.

    You won't be a man until you eat the baby.

    Spoonful of baby makes you grow up big and strong.

    You wanna be strong, doncha?

    ...son?
    Monday, August 16th, 2004
    9:41 pm
    We've got issues.
    "It starts with Billy making amends. Isn't that right Billy?"

    "Billy, you're not praying loudly enough. We want to hear you in heaven. And shame those in hell. Scream your love for the Lord, Billy. ...Billy. You better start screaming. ...don't make us come in the cage, son."

    "The cage is better than hell Billy. You gotta take what you can now son. You gotta pay here on earth so you don't go to hell."

    "That's right, Billy. What'll you do when Ma and Pa are gone?"

    "You want to be in a nice place when you die, don't you billy? Thats why you gotta stay away from people. Who's gonna control ya?"

    "You have to embrace only Jesus. It's the only way out, Billy. Embrace Him until it hurts. Until it bleeds, son."

    "One day will be gone Billy. And then who's gonna put you in the cage? Keep you safe? Keep others safe? Well then you'll be a man Billy. And you'll control yourself. Put yourself in the cage."



    It's called responsibility.



    Son.
    Sunday, August 8th, 2004
    6:49 pm
    .......
    Sunday the 8th.


    I've got nothing.
    Sunday, August 1st, 2004
    6:37 pm
    Observations
    I went to this quasi-concert-picnic-thing some of my friends knew about on Saturday. It wasn't quite a 'festival' but there was a band booked for the park, a cover charge, and a few booths with kegs of beer set up. All in all I didn't have a bad time although I have to admit a stark realization hit me. Although I'm currently enrolled in a Counseling Psychology program and realize that making broad generalizations about people is a logical fallacy, I just want to take a few minutes and point out that a number of individuals that you and I have met were at this concert. Those individuals were:

    1. That guy with dreads who brings the frisbee

    2. That guy who runs around with his shirt off and who's sense of humor is to hit/ throw water balloons at/ jump on top of his other friends

    3. That girl who's got this 'We save the world by going out to parks like this and drinking with our friends because we are enlightened' attitude going on that knows EVERYBODY and has grafted stuff onto her jeans

    4. That guy with a nickname who you never see, but you hear his friends shout his nickname across the park/ concert, like: "KKEEEEERRRRSSSSHHHH" or "SSSHHHRRRREEEFFF". The nickname is likely a condensed version of a last name/ location of an important event (the story of which gets told in front of girls to embarrass the guy)

    5. That guy who wears punk clothes but also wears a backpack for no apparent reason, the kind an eight grader would take to school. His relative age is consequently undeterminable

    6. That really cute girl with glasses, dyed hair, a tattoo, and who makes it her business to know everything about Indie music- and her friend who has tattoos all over her body

    7. That guy who can't stand up under his own power because his friends have been having him drink for a week now and he is just 'fucking done, dude.'

    8. That guy who came in shorts and a blazer and carries a loud speaker

    9. That guy who looks like Jesus

    10. An on-the-rise india band, four members: a drummer who looks like he use to play rugby but wears a polo shirt and slacks, a guy on base who wears a cool hat, a tall guitarist with glasses, and a guy doing the vocals wearing a t-shirt with a breakfast cereal/ 80's cartoon show/ corporate logo on it

    11. That guy who smokes and who hangs out with the band's girlfriends because he grew up with the band and/ or lived with one or more band members in college


    This is by no means a bitter or cynical post: I had a good time. The temptation to walk up onto stage after the band played their set and say something into the mic like: "Hey it was really good seeing all you guys again, I’m glad everything is going all right for you. Maybe we'll catch up again next year, take care of yourself, all right?" and walk out of the park was overwhelming however.



    I apologize. I am such a presumptuous bastard for writing this. >=)
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